born Wrong

she’s scared of me
I smothered her
and now I’m a monster
for giving —- space
did I do something

and I’m tired of hearing
that I did wrong
made it wrong
born wrong

my marks on her skin
all hers now
take it all from me

scared of me,
walking on egg shells,
broken, angry, useless

what did I do
when did I do

a lie 2

can’t live without me,
said like a secret
not a lie to keep me existing,
a back up to your first choice
and your other secret

like you
I wish I could pretend
wish I could make people think
that I am good

‘I can’t live without you’
until you did.